Friday, September 24, 2010

Forever lost

    I had a job that I love and had worked for 5 years right after I  graduated from TianJin Formal University. I was a host and anchor of a radio broadcast  station  in my country. This was not only my job , but also it was my life. I gave it all my love, but now I lost it about 2 years because I moved to Calgary.    
    I hosted my favourite program between 2005 and 2008. I remember that was a beautiful spring ,it came earlier than many other years. I hosted a talk show program, and picked up the hotline to answer audiences' questions.
In every night between 11pm and 1 am, I was sitting at my news room and wore my microphone. In the beginning of my program, l liked to read a short story with music, the short story talks about family, love, mother love and many different emotions.
    Many audiences wanted to talk their own lifes, secrets, sad emotion. Gone through 5years with hard working,  my audience liked, trusted and respected me. I felt they needed me .
couldn't wait to hear what they had to say about life, the emotion and everything.
     I don't forget my last work day. It rained all day, I felt sad, depressed very much. I didn't move, still sat my room and turned the light off. I heard my heart crying . How can I do? I asked myself again and again. I had no idea. I just knew I would lost my lovely job forever at sun break. The time passed by so fast,  but I don't want to have my memory back to those years.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Met you

   Every nighe, I watch my baby's face straight long time when she is deep sleeping. She's face likes beautiful frech peach, red and small mouth, black and long eyelash. I want to kiss her many times but terrible  disturb her sleeping .
   I love her very very much,she is my sweat heart baby . I don't forget  met her at first time forever. Last winteer, I born my frist baby in cloddest day. I  laid hospital's bed 19 hours,may be longer. I sopported deep hurt and tried push my baby many many times. I must used my all eneyage hard to cooperated with my doctors .My mother and my husband was standing my side ,they halped me. I thought  I have big determination becaues my love aroundside. I was sweating and deep breathing. I felt the time passed slowly. From last the day deep night to next day afternoon I spend 19 houres born my baby.
    When my doctory holded  my baby and gave me ,I cried. I met her ,her met me ,she was a so lovely baby.She has beautiful small hands, pink skin ,little hard.She has a 8.2 pounds baby.
     The time pass the 9 mouths ,she is growing up quickly and heathly. She gives our family big happy.Thought  she changes my life ,but my am engoying her call me "ma ma". I like watch her face , it is important behavior in my life. I an a new hand mama for about 10 months girl baby. Ilove my new life.