Forever lost

    I had a job that I love and had worked for 5 years right after I  graduated from TianJin Formal University. I was a host and anchor of a radio broadcast  station  in my country. This was not only my job , but also it was my life. I gave it all my love, but now I lost it about 2 years because I moved to Calgary.    
    I hosted my favourite program between 2005 and 2008. I remember that was a beautiful spring ,it came earlier than many other years. I hosted a talk show program, and picked up the hotline to answer audiences' questions.
In every night between 11pm and 1 am, I was sitting at my news room and wore my microphone. In the beginning of my program, l liked to read a short story with music, the short story talks about family, love, mother love and many different emotions.
    Many audiences wanted to talk their own lifes, secrets, sad emotion. Gone through 5years with hard working,  my audience liked, trusted and respected me. I felt they needed me .
I  couldn't wait to hear what they had to say about life, the emotion and everything.
     I don't forget my last work day. It rained all day, I felt sad, depressed very much. I didn't move, still sat my room and turned the light off. I heard my heart crying . How can I do? I asked myself again and again. I had no idea. I just knew I would lost my lovely job forever at sun break. The time passed by so fast,  but I don't want to have my memory back to those years.